God knew you would find yourself in this situation. He knew what you would be facing. Do you think any of this took Him by surprise? Your surprise and feelings of abandonment are what should surprise you. You have chosen to live like an abandoned child or a forsaken lover.
This can turn out to be one of the most significant moments in your life if you come to know what God knows. What you are facing is impossible to navigate without a deeper knowledge of God’s love for you.
God knew you would be asking these questions about why you are in this situation. He knows how painful this season has been. It is time to stop asking questions that have no answer in the natural. You need to rediscover God’s heart for you. He said, “I will never leave you or forsake you.” He wants you to experience His love deep inside your being where this pain lives and controls your response to life. The sorrow that has immobilized your life will not able to abort God’s plan if you choose to trust Him again. God knows the way forward. Let that knowledge become yours and you will discover the next step.