You have felt like you are part of a spiritual chess game and you are one of the chess pieces being played. It seems like you are being moved around without your permission. You have been picked up and put down several times. Just as soon as you get familiar with your surroundings something changes and you are moved.
Like a chess piece on a chessboard you cannot see far ahead. Only the Master who plans each of these moves sees everything because He views your life from an eternal perspective. His moves are never without a reason. He has a strategy for your life and that strategy is what God is using to move you around. He has an ultimate goal in mind and like His nature the goal is good. Rest and trust. None of this is random – all of it will turn out for good.